I’m ambivalent…. Not really

Blondie 1 Minute

I’m one of those people who has mixed, ambivalent feelings about everything.

For example: On one level I don’t care what ANYBODY thinks about me. Fuck them… But on another level I want everyone to like me and love me.

On one level, I don’t care about ANY criticisms about me. “EWWW!! You think I’m an asshole? You really hurt my feelings. LOL!!” … But on another level every criticism really hurts and I remember every unkind remark hurled at me and I’m sensitive as shit.

On one level I want to charm everybody and fool everybody into thinking I’m this great guy…. On another level I get a kick out of being abrasive and insulting and pushing the envelope.

On one level I don’t care if anyone unfriends me on my Facebook page… On another level, I notice every single person who unfriends me and rejects me.

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Published by Ace Backwords

Ace Backwords is a former cartoonist, writer and semi-normal human being. He's been sleeping in the bushes in the Berkeley hills for the last ten years with his four feral cats, Moo Cat, Fatty, Mini Scaredy and Micro Scaredy. Future plans include growing old and dying. Preferably in that order.

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