One of my big fears is being boring. It’s probably a residue from all the years when I was constantly putting my artwork out to the public in hopes of captivating an audience and making enough money to pay the rent that month. This Show Biz Anxiety. And maybe there was an element of “wanting people to like me.” To win their interest and love and approval, and maybe then I’d be able to love myself by proxy. . .
But it’s not a BIG big fear with me. Like this post is pretty boring. But it’s not like I’m going to lose any sleep over it.